Chapter Seven
Paradise Lost
 
     
 
"Vado - Questa volta ho deciso che vado
 Ma perché non me l'hai detto tu
 Di non poterne più?
"
Drupi - "Vado Via" (1)

 

It was 0800 on DS9 when Maya arrived at the Infirmary to see Tony. Having spent most of the night worrying about him, she was annoyed to find him looking insultingly healthy, and entertaining half a dozen people. He was unshaven and seemed to be wearing some kind of blue medical gown, but aside from that, he looked fine. I needn't have worried, she thought, though in truth, she was relieved to know he was all right.

As she approached, unnoticed, Maya counted no fewer than five people standing around Tony's bed: John, Helena, Sandra, Major Kira and a small Ferengi in a Starfleet uniform. The Ferengi was reading words from a padd.

"Microsoft?" he read.

"Nope, never heard of 'em," answered Tony, before looking up and seeing Maya. "Hey, look who's come to join the party."

"Now, who's holding court?" said Maya, crossing her arms as she approached. John and Helena moved back to allow her through to Tony's bedside.

After casting a nervous glance at Kira and the Ferengi stranger, Maya turned to look at Tony. He was watching her intently, with the strange, slightly dreamy expression she sometimes caught on his face when he thought she wasn't looking. As he noticed she was watching him, his eyes focused again and the smile on his lips widened.

Maya lifted her head and pretended to be observing him critically. "You need a shave," she announced loudly.

"Yeah, I'm fine, Maya, thanks for asking," he said, a twinkle in his eyes. "But I'd like to save your life just once."

"I didn't save your life," she answered, shaking her head. "Major Kira did."

Tony put on a surprised expression and then shrugged his shoulders, turning to Kira, who was standing on the other side of the bed. "Oh, well, in that case, you can go away now, Maya. I'll talk to Major Kira instead." He grinned at the Bajoran Major.

Kira returned his smile, and then shook her head, rolling her eyes. She looked at the Ferengi beside her. "I think we should go now, Nog. We have a lot of work to do before the other Alphans arrive. You'll have to continue this later."

"Nog was telling us some key features of Earth's late 20th century in this universe," explained John, who was standing behind Maya. "So far, it looks as if our two universes diverged some time in the 1970s."

Tony nodded and looked quizzically at the Ferengi. "How come you're such an expert on Earth's 20th century anyway, Nog?"

"I've been there!" said the young man enthusiastically. "When my uncle took me to Starfleet Academy a couple of years ago, we had an accident on the way. We found we were back in the mid 20th century, on Earth! It was some place called..." The Ferengi paused thoughtfully. "Ah yes! Now I remember the name -- it was a base near a village called Roswell in Australia... er, no, America."

"Roswell, New Mexico?" exclaimed John, amusement clear in his blue eyes. Maya saw the recognition on all the Alphans' faces. 'Roswell' was evidently something very familiar to the humans, but Maya had no recollection of it ever being mentioned in Alpha's computer.

"What year were you there?" asked Helena.

"Tell me it wasn't 1947," muttered Tony, covering his forehead with one hand. "Please!"

Nog's shrivelled little face broke into a toothy grin. "It was! How did you guess? You've heard of this in your universe, too?"

To Maya's puzzlement, the humans all started to laugh. She looked at Kira, but the Bajoran seemed as mystified as she was. The two women exchanged a bemused look and shrugged their shoulders. Nog seemed none the wiser, either.

"Well, it looks as though the conspiracy theories might have been right after all," said John more soberly. "Trust the U.S. government to cover up something like that for decades. I can't say I'm very surprised."

"I can't believe it," said Tony, casting a suspicious glance at Nog. "We heard so much... garbage about Roswell and little green men and stuff. We thought it was all a lot of hyped up baloney. Something people made up because stories about visiting aliens were in fashion. And then it turns out it was just you..?"

"And my uncle and my father," explained Nog eagerly. "You might think it was garbage, Mr Verdeschi, but Captain Sisko said our adventure might have contributed to the beginning of the space age on Earth. It probably encouraged humans to think about going into outer space to meet new life forms."

Maya thought more in depth about Nog's adventure. "In effect," she started, "what you're describing, Nog, is a time loop. You went back in time because you had an accident on your way to Starfleet Academy. Your presence in 1947 sparked an interest in space on Earth, which in turn probably led to the creation of Starfleet Academy. You decided to go there, which caused you to go back in time, and that started the loop all over again. That's fascinating... And all the more fascinating as it happened in both our universes, even though they diverged four hundred years ago and it's unlikely there's a Starfleet Academy in our reality. That could be an intriguing clue to the nature of quantum realities..."

"Wait, I'll have to stop you there, Maya," intervened Tony, lifting a hand to slow her down. "You're making my head hurt."

Maya patted his hand in fake sympathy. "Don't trouble your pretty little brain with all this, Tony; it's way beyond you anyway."

Tony stared at her for a moment, pouting like a child whose toy had just been taken away. Once he was satisfied Maya had noticed the expression, he turned to Nog and Kira.

"You know, I used to be an intelligent man," he announced in mock seriousness, taking hold of Maya's hand. "But ever since I've met her, I've felt like an idiot. I reckon she's sucked my brains out."

That made Helena and John smile, and Sandra laughed outright. Tony gestured towards them. "You see? I get no respect."

The humans' laughter was so infectious that the aliens joined in as well. After all the trauma of the previous evening, Maya couldn't help laughing when her close friends looked so happy.

"Ow! I think I did myself an injury," said Tony, rubbing his side as his laughter subsided.

"Yes, you should be taking it easy," said Helena more seriously. "I don't care what Doctor Bashir says about his biobed: you had three broken ribs and a punctured lung less than twelve hours ago. You can't expect to be rushing around so soon."

"I'm not rushing around," protested Tony with a grin. "I'm only laughing at my own jokes: there's no harm in that!"

"Anyway, Captain Sisko will be pleased to know you're all in such good spirits," said Kira. "Commander Koenig, now that Doctor Bashir has discharged you, you might want to oversee the evacuation of Alpha this morning. Commander Dax and a team from Starfleet will be assisting you on the Moon."

"This morning?" repeated Maya, turning to John. "The evacuation wasn't supposed to be until tomorrow, wasn't it?"

"Under the circumstances, Captain Sisko thought it would be best if the Alphans were here, rather than still on the Moon," explained John. "That's what Major Kira came to tell us. We would be a lot safer here if the Dominion attacks again."

"But the Dominion isn't going to attack again," said Maya. "They're going to get what they wanted; they'd have no reason to attack Alpha!"

Tony sat upright in his bed, his expression suddenly serious. "'Get what they wanted'? What are you talking about, Maya?"

"I've agreed to meet their leader, Weyoun, on Alpha. Or at least, I said I would discuss it with you," she said, looking up at John. "He wants to talk to me about Psychon... Oh, Commander, Psychon still exists in this universe. There might even be some of my people this side of the wormhole, in Cardassia."

"Working for the Dominion?" said John, his expression tenebrous.

Maya didn't want to answer that question. She could tell from the tone of John's voice that he didn't approve. She should have known that he would react the same way as Captain Sisko. Looking around, she could see from the serious expressions of everyone with her that no one shared her delight at finding Psychon still existed here. But then, she shouldn't really have expected them to. They were all aliens; they wouldn't understand.

"Weyoun said he just wanted to talk to me," she told them, "about who I was in this universe. He knew me here, and he knew my brother, just as I knew Weyoun's counterpart in my reality. He only wants to meet me. He doesn't want to harm me."

"You should take what he says with a pinch of salt," said Kira, grimacing with disgust. "Believe me, I know Weyoun very well; I used to be his liaison officer. And I can tell you that creep's as slippery as a Tarkalian eel."

"You're not going to see him alone," said Tony firmly, swivelling his legs off the bed and then standing up shakily. "I'm coming with you." He winced as he straightened up, but started to look around, presumably searching for his uniform. It was obvious he wasn't going anywhere in a pair of medical pyjamas.

Helena took a step forward and tried to guide him back onto the bed. "Tony! You're not well enough to get up. You're not going anywhere."

"If Maya's going to meet this guy, I'm going with her," he said, shaking off Helena's well-meaning hands.

"Tony..." started Maya, placing her hand on his. She did want Tony to come with her: that was what she had arranged with Weyoun, after all. But she could see he wasn't strong enough to come; the mere effort of standing up had turned his face a deathly pale colour. He was so weak that it only took another gentle push from Helena to get him to sit down on the bed again.

"You're not going anywhere, Tony," Helena repeated firmly. "And you're definitely not going back to Alpha with Maya."

"No he isn't. I'm going with her," said a gruff voice behind Maya.

Turning her head, the Psychon found that Odo had entered the ward and was standing beside Sandra, his arms folded and a determined expression on his featureless face. It was obvious that Sandra hadn't seen Odo yet: she was staring at him uncertainly, evidently taking in his alien appearance.

"Captain Sisko told me about your conversation with Weyoun last night," continued the Changeling. "If you're so determined to go and meet him, then I should come with you."

"And why's that?" asked Tony.

"Weyoun is genetically engineered to revere Founders as gods," explained Kira, evidently understanding why Sisko had asked Odo to go. "He probably wouldn't question Odo's presence."

"Besides, I don't have to make my presence known," added Odo.

Maya wasn't convinced that Weyoun would accept this change of plan. "No, I said I'd be coming with Tony --"

"Glad to know you included me in your plans," said Tony good-naturedly, trying to get up again.

"Tony..." said Helena, a warning clear in her voice.

Tony looked at her cautiously, and then evidently decided she wasn't such a threat after all. On Alpha, she could have sedated him and tied him to the bed if she really didn't want him to go back on duty: she had been known to employ such drastic means with anyone from the commander down. But here, on Deep Space Nine, she was powerless.

"I tell you what," said Tony, standing up. "We can all three of us go. If I collapse, Odo can carry me. Ow!" He winced and suddenly clutched his side, his face draining of colour again, though he still seemed determined to come with Maya.

"Tony, you don't have to do this," she said, putting her arms around him as he stumbled. "If I meet Weyoun today, everyone will still be on Alpha anyway. They'll take care of me if he tries to do anything."

She saw the expression on Tony's face change as he looked over her shoulder. Turning around, Maya saw that Doctor Bashir had joined the by now considerable group in his Infirmary. He looked at all the people around the bed; his expression darkened as he noticed that Tony was standing up.

"What do you think you're doing?" he said sternly. "You're not fit enough to get up yet, Mister Verdeschi. I haven't discharged you."

Tony looked at Bashir, and then looked at the device the doctor was waving at him. Perhaps fearing that it might be some kind of sedative, Tony sat down on the bed. Helena looked pleased.

"Why are you so anxious to meet this Weyoun guy anyway?" asked Tony, looking up at Maya again.

"He knew my counterpart," said Maya, though she seemed to recall she had already told him this earlier. "He can tell me what happened to my family here -- I might even have relatives who are still alive. And I can tell him about his counterpart, the one who helped my brother leave Psychon."

"Well, he might have been a good guy in our universe, but in this one, he's the head honcho of the Dominion," remarked Tony. "He's not the same person here that he was in our reality. Any more than I'm the same person as that Antonio Verdeschi who worked for Ferrari."

"We've seen what the Dominion are capable of," said John, shaking his head. "I wouldn't trust their leader on Alpha, whether he's with you or not. He could be lying about his desire to see you and have some other purpose in mind."

Maya felt her temper flare up, fuelled by fatigue, as she became convinced that they wouldn't let her go. Both the Alphans and the Starfleets seemed determined to stop her from meeting Weyoun at all. She knew they were right, that it was madness to trust a man just because he looked like someone she had once known. But she also believed that meeting Weyoun was her only chance of learning more about the Psychons in this universe.

"What are you going to do, Commander, order me not to go?" she snapped.

John was taken aback for a second, but then she saw the anger flash in his eyes. "If necessary, yes, I will," he told her, raising his voice.

Maya felt a slight tremor of fear run through her -- John Koenig's wrath was not something to take lightly -- but she was too angry and too determined to back down. She glared at him and thought of the most hurtful thing she could say to win the argument.

"We're not on Alpha anymore. You can't give me orders."

The pained expression in John's eyes made Maya regret her outburst almost immediately. Looking at Helena, she found that the Alphan doctor was similarly shocked at what she said. It hurt Maya to see her friends looking at her like this, but it also made her even more determined to get her way. The rift she was creating between herself and her human colleagues would only be worthwhile if she got to see Weyoun.

"What's got into you, Maya?" asked Helena in a hushed voice.

"Oh give it up, Helena. She's impossible when she has a bee in her bonnet," said Tony with disgust. "Bloody hell, Maya, what's so important about this guy Weyoun? He can't tell you anything about your family. He can only tell you what your counterpart was up to, and for all we know she might have been as psycho as her father!"

Maya spun around to face Tony, too angry now to fully realise what she was doing. She couldn't even begin to express her rage at what he had said about her father, but she was pleased that Tony's attack gave her an excuse to fight back.

"You have no idea what it's been like," she said, barely realising that she was actually shouting. "For years now I've been the last of my race. I've lived on Alpha without ever seeing anyone who looked like me, who thought the way I did, or who could even begin to understand how I felt. You've all been moaning about never being able to go back to Earth, but at least there was an Earth to go back to. In our universe, I have nothing: no home, no family, nothing but the friendship and kindness of alien people." Those last words had no sooner left her lips than she sorely wished she could take them back. But as that was impossible, she just ploughed on. "All I want is to be part of my own people again, just for a while, even if it's only to hear that they're the worst criminals in this universe. I just want to know that I'm a Psychon, that I'm not alone, that there are still people like me, that I'm not just this weird alien who doesn't belong anywhere."

"We don't think you're a weird alien," retorted Tony, gesturing angrily at her. "Haven't you been paying attention all these years? Or is it just that you don't think we're good enough for you? That it's worth you going off with some ponce just because he might know something about your people? You're being conned, Maya. How do you know this guy isn't going to turn into a Dorcon in disguise?"

"Tony's right, Maya," said John sternly. "And the Psychons in this universe aren't 'your people'. If they're members of the Dominion --"

"Oh right," interrupted Maya. "And Doctor Bashir and Captain Sisko aren't your people, either? You all know what happened to your alternates in this universe, but I'm not allowed to find out what mine was doing?" They were all looking at her, all her Alphan friends, their familiar faces angry or shocked. She suddenly realised that if she said any more, she was going to burst into tears, because she couldn't stand seeing them watch her like this. "Oh what's the point," she cried out.

She turned away and, pushing past an astonished Bashir, left the Infirmary. The humans could argue all they wanted: whether Odo came with her or not, she was going to meet Weyoun.


Tony had discovered how to program the Starfleet computer to give him a random selection of Italian songs, but that was just about the only thing that had gone right so far that day.

"Louder," he ordered, and the current song became loud enough to cover a conversation. Not that he was about to have a conversation with anyone, alone as he was in his spotless quarters on DS9. The other Alphans had all gone back to help with the evacuation of the Moonbase, but Bashir had adamantly refused to let Tony go anywhere, on the grounds that he was still too weak. Doctors were evidently just as stubborn in the 24th century as they had been in the 20th.

Maya was also on Alpha, no doubt meeting with that damn Leprechaun from the Dominion. Tony just couldn't believe he had made such a mess of things with Maya. Okay, so it was mainly her fault. If she hadn't made such a fuss about going to see that creep Weyoun, he wouldn't have called her father a psycho. And she definitely shouldn't have told John that he couldn't give her orders. Helena was right -- what on Earth was Maya thinking when she said that?

Tony ordered a coffee from the replicator and went to lie down on the sofa. He had removed his jacket and tunic: the zip on the latter tended to become rather uncomfortable when he was lying down. Taking a sip of coffee, he hummed appreciatively, closing his eyes as the sharp taste of his first real Espresso in years seemed to spread through his veins and warm his body. Okay, so it wasn't really real coffee. But it was only now he was on Deep Space Nine that he realised how many creature comforts he had done without on Alpha.

The Moonbase had only synthetic food, made from soy beans and raw protein, whereas he was free to order anything he liked here and it tasted just like the real thing. It also occurred to him, as he reopened his eyes and looked around the impersonal decoration of the living-room, that things on Alpha had become distinctly shabby in its six years of use. Reupholstering furniture had never been a priority.

// Perché sei cosi bella
 Se non sai quello che vuoi?
 Io d'amore ti vestirò
 Ma non mi domandare dove io ti porterò
//
(2)

Tony had always hated Umberto Tozzi, the sort of schmaltzy crooner his mother liked to listen to when he was a child. But now, that music he used to dislike so much brought back a flood of memories. If he closed his eyes again, he could picture himself back in his parent's flat in Florence, immobilised by the still heat of a summer's day. He could smell the musty odour of the ancient rooms and see, high above him, the flaking paint of the ornate ceiling, last reminder of a time when Via Garibaldi number 14 was some rich banker's private house and not a haphazard collection of converted flats.

He was a little boy with long shabby hair and shorts that disappeared under an old Euro '76 T-shirt. It was a July day, one of those days that was so hot and sweltering all he wanted to do was lie on his bed in the oversized room he shared with his brother Guido, looking up at the stylised stars on the distant ceiling, listening to his mother ironing in the next room, her husky voice occasionally rising to sing along with Tozzi's songs on the radio.

Tony opened his eyes and looked at the elaborate grid that decorated Deep Space Nine's ceiling. He chuckled. Who needs regression therapy when you have music? I should play this song to Maya, he thought automatically, before realising that was unlikely to happen any time soon. Typical. For the first time in years, the Alphans had hope of some improvement in their lives, and he had to go and argue with Maya. He reminded himself that the argument had been her fault, not his, and that it was up to her to apologise. Then he'd play the song for her.

And what if she didn't apologise? What if Weyoun convinced her to join the Dominion? He'd certainly convinced her to meet him, even in spite of a direct order from John. Or what if Maya decided she preferred Odo, for instance, because he was a Metamorph too and would therefore understand her better? Cazzo! he thought crudely, realising that all the questions would only make him more miserable. Don't be such a fool. It was bad enough knowing Maya was angry with him; he didn't need to make things worse for himself by wondering what might happen if she stayed angry.

Tony looked up in surprise as the computer momentarily toned down the music so he could hear the door chime. For one insane moment, Tony thought it might be Maya, and his heart leapt accordingly. He then remembered she was still on Alpha talking to the Dominion Big Cheese; that was what he was miserable about, after all.

There was no commlock to show him who was standing outside the door, so Tony got up and approached the entrance. "Who is it?"

"Tony, it's Nerys." Tony deactivated the lock and the door slid open to reveal Major Kira. "Hi," she said. "I was wondering if you'd like to have some lunch?"

Evidently satisfied that they had had enough silence, the computer turned the music back up to its original volume.

"Be, si, cioè... I mean yes," said Tony, confused by the sudden blast of Italian from the computer. "Sure I'd love some lunch. Um, computer, turn the music off!"

The music instantly switched off and they were able to hear each other again. Tony looked down at himself and realised he was still only in his trousers and tank top. "I'll just go and put my top back on. Sorry."

"I like your uniforms, by the way," said Nerys, following him into the room as he went over to get his tunic. "They're very unusual for humans. I thought Terrans only ever wore one piece suits."

"Yeah, they were designed by some big fashion designer -- you know, a flash new look for the Moon." Tony pulled on his tunic and zipped it up.

"I've never seen a garment that did up like that," said Kira, observing the zip that ran up the left sleeve.

"Yeah, neither had I. And I can tell you I curse it every morning," said Tony as he fastened his belt. The plastic sash felt unusually light without the commlock and gun that usually hung from it. He had managed to lose both the previous night.

"What's this for?" Kira was pointing at the identity badge on his chest. "I've been meaning to ask you."

"That's in case I forget who I am," he said with a grin as he put on his jacket. He fiddled to get the two edges of the zip together and then yanked up the slide. Once he had fastened the garment, he discovered he was too hot and was strongly tempted to unzip it again. But feeling Kira's fascinated gaze fixed on him, he left it at that.

It occurred to him that the static electricity from pulling on the tunic had probably messed up his hair, so he went into the bathroom to smooth his hair down with a bit of water and make sure none of the grey at his temples was showing. Looking at himself in the mirror, he reflected that he was really pleased with the shaving device DS9 provided in its bathrooms; for once in his life, he actually looked clean-shaven. When he turned to leave the bathroom, he found that Nerys was standing in the doorway. She looked very amused.

"What?" he challenged.

Nerys shook her head, though she was now grinning, her eyes bright with amusement. Maybe she wasn't used to men who took care of their appearance the way he did. Tony shrugged and indicated they could go.


Helena looked around the disused Medical Centre which had been her place of work for the past seven years, ever since she had first become the Alphan Chief Medical Officer in 1998. There was nothing left in there; the ward was a wide empty space, with bare shelves and gaping holes in the walls. All her monitors and scanners had been removed, packed and sent to Deep Space Nine, perhaps to be reused some day... or sent to some museum.

Having seen the technology Julian had at his disposal, Helena realised just how primitive her 20th century instruments were in this age when injuries could be cured at the wave of a regenerator. The events of the previous night had proved how useless she had become: under her care, she was in no doubt Tony and John would have died.

Helena dismissed the thought, shaking her head gently. Comparing the medicine of her time to that of Julian's was as pointless as comparing it to the medicine of Shakespeare's day. She had been an excellent doctor in her time, but that time was gone. What she needed to do now was help the Alphans -- and especially John -- through the evacuation.

John had just made an announcement from the broadcast centre explaining that Alpha was being evacuated today because of the imminent collision with Bajor VIII, and that Starfleet was currently looking for a way to send them back to their own universe. He had chosen to make no mention of Starfleet Command's plan to evacuate the Alphans to some distant starbase. As far as John was concerned, that was not going to happen. Not as long as he was the commander of the Alphans.

From what Helena could tell, the Alphans had mixed feelings about leaving the Moon. Some, like Alibe or Shermeen, were looking forward to leaving and had already volunteered to be among the first ones to go to Deep Space Nine. Others, the majority, seemed reluctant to leave; Helena herself would have been happier if she knew for sure what was in store for them.

"Helena?"

Without looking around, she leaned back into John's embrace and felt him rest his chin on her head. Her mind momentarily cleared of its problems, she looked down and ran idle fingers over the back of his clasped hands.

"It isn't easy, is it?" he said gently. "We've built so much here."

Helena pulled away and turned to face him. "It would be easier if we knew what was going to happen to us. We've been prepared to leave for years now, but we always thought it would be to go and build a new life on a planet. But now, we're having to leave Alpha with no idea of what the future holds."

"I know." John nodded gravely. "I'm still hoping we can find a way back to our universe."

"With what?" asked Helena. "Without the Moon, we have nowhere to go."

"We didn't have anywhere to go with it, either," he remarked wryly. "But we do have one thing going in our favour." Helena lifted her eyebrows quizzically, waiting to hear what he would say. "Money. It turns out tiranium is a valuable commodity in this universe. Maya found that out yesterday. I've asked Patrick and Jim to strip all the life-support and medical equipment of their tiranium as soon as we've got off the base."

"But we haven't got that much tiranium..." she started, recalling that the substance had always been in short supply on Alpha.

John's rugged features lit up with a grin. "According to the calculations Maya made, we do have enough to buy a ship. We're rich, Helena!" He widened his eyes dramatically in an obvious effort to cheer her up.

Helena smiled at the idea of acquiring a 24th century ship. "Would we know how to pilot a Starfleet ship?"

"Oh, I'm sure we'd work it out," he said dismissively. "I know Maya has been studying the superluminal propulsion systems they use here."

"Have you talked to Maya?" asked Helena, her mood more sombre as she remembered the scene in the Infirmary that morning.

John nodded. "She didn't say much; she came over with Constable Odo to help with the evacuation, and she'll meet the Dominion representative at 1400, DS9 time. By then, most of the Alphans will be on the station. I said she could use the Medical Centre to meet this man Weyoun."

Helena lifted her eyebrows again and looked at her husband curiously, remembering how adamantly opposed to the idea he had been only a few hours earlier.

"I figured it wasn't fair to deny Maya something she wanted so much," he explained, spreading his hands. "It isn't as if she's asked for much in the time she's been with us... You don't mind that I told her she could meet Weyoun here, do you?"

Helena looked around and shook her head. What had once been her Medical Centre was now nothing more than a collection of plastic walls and neon lights.

"Yes, that's all right. I won't be needing it anymore."


Odo observed his surroundings with interest. He hadn't been on Alpha before and he was fascinated by the unfamiliar 20th century decor. One thing he noticed almost immediately was that whoever had decorated the base had a fetish for plastic.

Aside from the brown canvas covering the sofa, everything in Maya's living room was made of white plastic: the walls, the shelves, the coffee table and chairs, even the clothes hangers in the cupboard by the door. The room was subterranean, and so had no windows, but it was brightly lit by panels on the wall and lights on the ceiling. Those were covered in translucent plastic.

As on DS9, the living quarters were arranged so that the entrance led straight into the main room, but here, the bedroom area was only separated from the living-room by an empty stack of shelves. Odo found it a bit disturbing to be sitting in plain view of Maya's bed, even though it was stripped of all sheets and covers. Her possessions had probably been transferred to DS9 by now; the shelves and the cupboards were bare, and there were nothing but unadorned hooks on the walls, where pictures had once been hung. All that was left was the furniture -- more 20th century textures and shapes to explore.

Odo was particularly intrigued by the floor, which was covered with some kind of textured fabric he didn't recognise: in fact, as soon as he was alone in Maya's quarters, he knelt down to observe the material more closely.

He was still on all fours, looking at the floor, when he became aware that Maya was in the room. She had left him to go and get some lunch at the Moonbase's Cafeteria, and was now standing near the entrance, carrying a plastic tray and watching him in surprise. He'd been so engrossed by the texture of the floor surfacing he hadn't even noticed her coming in.

"Oh, ah, I was just... looking at the floor," he said as he got up, unable to make up any excuses for what he had been doing. "Do you have any idea what the covering is made of?"

Maya looked down at the floor thoughtfully, but shook her head. She went to sit on her sofa and placed her tray on a low table. "I'm not sure. I think someone did mention it once... it's called 'lino' or something. I assume it's some kind of plastic, like everything else."

"Well, no, it isn't, actually." Odo approached Maya, dusting himself off -- anywhere humanoids lived was always coated with particles of their skin, hair or clothing. He sat on the sofa beside her. "It seems to be a fabric impregnated with some kind of oily resin."

"I see." Maya didn't seem particularly interested in the floor, but she did smile at Odo. "Are floor coverings a hobby of yours?"

Odo was taken aback by the question and it took him a second or two to realise Maya was joking. "No," was all he could think to answer, even though he knew the question wasn't serious. "But I'm always interested in examining different textures and substances. It helps me shapeshift."

Maya's expression immediately lit up with interest. "Oh. You're looking for things that might be useful to change into."

"Well, not necessarily useful." He somehow doubted he would ever be called upon to emulate the Alphan floor-covering. "But I suppose you could say changing into new textures is a hobby of mine."

Maya lowered her eyes. "It's been a while since changing shape was a hobby of mine. It's become more of a job these days..." she let her voice trail off with a half shrug. "How does observing the floor help you transform?"

"I find that changing into different kinds of objects and materials makes it easier to change into other shapes," explained Odo. "It's like... training, if you like. Exercising. Trying out new textures and forms is good preparation for changing into... useful things, like my humanoid appearance. Perhaps you do the same thing."

"Well... I used to," she started. "When I was learning how to transform, I had to do a certain number of exercises every day. They usually involved changing into creatures my size first, and then gradually working on larger or smaller creatures. But since I've been on Alpha, I've had to transform so often I don't even bother to do any 'exercising'."

Maya dipped one of the dry biscuits in her soup and then proceeded to eat it. Odo's eyes automatically followed her hand and he noticed that she had a second commlock on her tray. He could just make out the lettering VERDES on the part he could see.

"I don't mean to pry..." he picked up the commlock. The device was -- predictably -- covered in plastic, with a tiny glass screen at one end and some kind of antenna at the other. The inscription on the side featured Verdeschi's name and an uninspiring image of the human in shades of grey. "...You seem quite close to Mister Verdeschi... I... heard that he was... that you were together." Odo still found it difficult to believe that such a remarkable young woman could be attracted to such a nondescript human. Having seen her holding the man in the Infirmary that morning, however, he had to accept that it was true.

Maya laughed. "I'm glad to see news travels as fast on Deep Space Nine as it does -- did on Alpha," she said. "Do you know Captain Sisko asked me exactly the same thing yesterday? Someone has obviously been talking."

"I think Mr Verdeschi told Nerys you were lovers," explained Odo innocently.

"Did he, by Jove," she said dryly; her smile had vanished. Odo was surprised to hear the expression she used; he had once heard Doctor Bashir saying exactly the same, inexplicable, thing. Some regional Terran idiom, no doubt.

"You don't sound too pleased," he remarked. "I'm sorry. Was it supposed to be a secret?"

"It's complicated," she said, shrugging her shoulders and continuing her lunch. "But yes, we are very close... even Weyoun knew. That's why he suggested I bring Tony as my bodyguard. I suppose he tapped into Alpha's main computer. It does contain a lot of information about us, and... it's not exactly difficult to access."

"I suppose you would have preferred to see Weyoun with Mr Verdeschi as your escort."

Maya smiled wryly and shook her head. "Well... come to think of it, no. Tony can be a bit hot headed sometimes, especially where I'm concerned. But I don't know what Weyoun will make of this change in plan -- bringing you instead of Tony." She paused thoughtfully, and then continued. "Perhaps you should change into Tony for a while, just so that Weyoun won't get suspicious that a Federation representative is with me."

"I'm not a Federation representative," said Odo, though he knew that was just a technicality. "And I... can't change into humanoids."

Maya stared at him in surprise. "You can't..? But you said you could change into any object, animate or not. Why can't you change into humanoids?"

It was a sore point with him, but Odo steeled himself to give his explanation. "Unlike you, I don't actually change my genetic structure. All I do is emulate shapes and surfaces, and the amount of detail necessary to create a realistic humanoid face for any length of time requires a level of skill I haven't yet mastered..." He paused, before asking, "You find it easy to change into people?"

"Yes, quite easy. I'll show you!"

Maya put her bowl back on the tray and then stared into the middle distance, evidently concentrating. After a couple of seconds, her shape dissolved into the haze Odo had witnessed on the Promenade, the first time he had seen her, but within less than a second, she had rematerialised as Kira, of all people. "You see, a perfect replica."

Intrigued, Odo leaned closer to look at the details of her face. The resemblance was indeed astounding; every hair, every pore, every subtle wrinkle was just as Odo knew it. Even the shape of her body under the red uniform was perfectly replicated. Maya's ability to mimic other humanoids was evidently on a par with that of Odo's own people.

"That is remarkable."

Maya changed back into herself and laughed. "And rather disturbing, no doubt. I generally avoid changing into people I know too well. It... it can be a bit embarrassing. I've never changed into Tony, for instance."

"I can understand that," said Odo, nodding. He would definitely not be comfortable emulating Nerys.

"So it seems there are some things I can do that you can't do, and vice versa," said Maya delightedly. "I can't change into inanimate objects, and you can't change into humanoids."

Odo reflected on Maya's transformation into Kira -- complete with uniform and commbadge. "There is something I don't understand," he remarked. "You said you couldn't change into inanimate objects. But you changed your clothes as well as your appearance. So you must be able to create non-organic matter."

Maya laughed. "Yes, that's a trick I had to learn quickly. Changing into animals is easy, but humanoids have to be clothed. I can change part of myself to simulate clothes by consciously realigning my molecules, but only for a very short period of time..."

There was an electronic beep and Maya looked up at the screens on the wall beside the cupboard. Commander Koenig's face had appeared on the four screens; Odo was surprised at the total lack of colour in the image, and the distortion caused by the curved glass the image was projected on. He wondered why they needed four screens -- two large and two small -- but concluded that the design was probably aesthetic rather than practical.

"Maya," said Koenig. "I've just got news from Security. It looks as though your friend Weyoun has materialised in the Medical Centre."

 
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